Hey Admin please keep me anon.
I’m a 19 year old lady doing my second year @ varsity. I had a messy break up last year which was hard for me because I was really in love with the guy. So during the relationship with my now ex, this other guy asked me out and I turned him down because I was in a relationship with my then boyfriend. A month after the break up I started dating the guy I turned down till now. My problem is that most of the times I self sabotage and mistreat the guy I am dating.
He loves me and he shows it, I just have a problem of acting in ways I cannot explain why but I have never cheated or anything of that sort. As time goes I realise that I might not be in love with him, maybe I moved on too fast and dated him because I was heart broken and needed someone but deep down I didn’t want to miss out on a nice guy. I don’t want to break his heart because he has never hurt me & I was once heart broken and it’s not nice at all but a part of me wants to just be single and figure my life out. Please advice me should I stay in a relationship where I am constantly thinking of break up but I am too scared I’ll regret my decision someday or should I leave and how do I break up with him without hurting his feelings.
Please don’t judge me.
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